Bible verse Psalm 9
Consider the areas where you know you need to trust God more.
I used to have more of a problem with trusting in God before- last year actually. Then as I let God in more and more, it became more clear to me how I could trust Him. I didn't need to protect myself from Him. I had grown so used to taking care of myself, and being protective of my heart it was hard, and still is, to adjust to surrendering. Giving my heart and trust to someone fully is an issue and God wasn't the exception. I don't like to rely or put faith in other people for fear of disappointment or abandonment. I know that God is always watching out for me and I can trust Him with my life, He intends to make my life fruitful and has already given me many blessings. It is not His intention to make me feel pain, fear, or suffering. It's when I turn away from Him that I experience that. I still have a hard time letting go and giving into Him once in awhile, but I am aware of it which makes it easier for me to fix. I believe in God and his power to love, heal, forgive, and remain faithful. God is good to me.
P.S. I just watched a bunch of videos I had made back and forth with my roomates last Christmas and it made my heart ACHE for the season to come sooner!! I miss snow, cozy layers of clothes, hot cocoa, christmas lights, gingerbread house making, playing christmas songs on the piano, snow angels... man this isn't good that my longing for Christmas is starting even earlier this year. I'm one of those people who will listen to Christmas music as soon as Halloween has passed... but now I'm the kind of person who starts thinking about Christmas in September?? Dang. Haha.
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