Meet Me At Dusk

Tonight I decided to go for a walk because from time to time I have a lot on my mind and need to just get out and give my thoughts to God. I've noticed more that I have to separate myself from all distractions to fully seek God and notice his presence. I left my dorm room, turned off my phone, and just strolled the streets of Orange at dusk. Usually I never go for a walk by myself around night time because I feel so vulnerable. But tonight I went walking and felt at ease because I could feel God's presence as if He was walking beside me. Also, I was walking and just felt like I didn't have to fear anything, I'm being watched over. So that was the first big step for me. Secondly, I was walking and just letting everything on my mind go and I started feeling that it all didn't matter... school, I worry so much about school sometimes but really in the end I'm going to end up doing what I'm meant to do with my life. Years ago I had no idea that I would be at Chapman University, but I am now and it's all okay. Right now I have no idea where I'll be, what I'll be doing, and who I'll be with in 3 years but I know I'll be okay. No matter what happens I'll be okay. And thirdly, I know that I want something special, something grand for my life. Happiness and purpose. I'm confident that God will give me that. After my walk, I sat at this fountain on my campus for awhile, prayed and just relaxed. It was an amazing night. Plus, I came back to my dorm in time to rock out to disney music with Brittany!